Opinions. Rants. Feelings. Words.

Back then when I was in high school, one of my very good friends came to me and wonderingly asked why guys seemed more interested in me despite having so many flickers all over my face. Until then, I had never been asked such a hard question in my life. I don’t remember how I answered back to her but that incident made my self esteem so down. I started feeling awkward whenever any individual used to come near to me in the fear that they would notice my flickered face. I started becoming more conscious. Even if I found someone looking at my face, I had this sensation that s/he would probably be counting how many flickers I had, or deciding which is the biggest of all - anything related to flickers! I won't lie. I started to search everywhere possible to get rid of this flickered face. I tried many of them too. But they were natural things on me and too stubborn to detach. " Make your skin fairer and shine bright like no other! " I think like me everyone of us h...

I am a law student so I need to be smart. This is how people perceive me. Well, there are lots of things like, politics, technology in which I am so naive. In fact, often I feel like a dull- witted in the group of baboon headed people in my classroom. It sucks more because there is actually no one who comes up and says that "its okay not to know things" and I end up saying something stupid most of the times. But I read a quote early this morning which said, " If you are the smartest in the room, then you are in the wrong room, " and this changed my whole vision upon how I looked at my friends and their talks. I was brought up in such an environment where I was taught to be the smartest and the best in the classroom. I was taught to learn from my friends but still never to let them win me in any marathons or competitions or exams. So basically, I was called the smartest if only I won in everything. What I was failed to be taught in my school was, learning ...

The most unpleasant so far Less highs and more lows Been used, been misused Wanting to kill, be killed They left, new came Accustomed somehow Wanting to be strong Pretending worked many times Tears every nights Deep silent woes and cries Hidden guilt, resentment Unreal smiles, happiness, joy

Smilingly, I said I am a woman. I can see the beautiful world where we both can live, I can taste the air which makes both of our lives possible, I can hear the same music of Mother Nature on which we both can dance, I can smell our happiness which proves us to be the owners of our land. But, hey! I am feeling something different. Am I supposed to be at the place where I am? The sensory organs prove we are equal. Then why am I being treated as a mistaken human sequel? Two legged creatures honk at me during days and nights People judge me when I walk past the absence of light They take me as if I am granted and priced in their pocket Not allowed to dance, drink and laugh to the fullest! However, they know this is wrong still can not unfollow the rooted tradition : which internalized superiority in them so deep which never wants women to take a fast and forward leap! Lets understand it, learned people! The One sees it all: we all are made equally, So, we...